Damn it!

going back uk soon... i have wasted a lot of time in malaysia... i didn't accomplish what i had planned... sigh...

23/4/2009

today submitted a coursework, yesterday spent whole night to do it, only slept 1 hr plus, but...
reli disappointed about the work, no quality at all, seems like secondary school standard... no idea how many marks i'll get...
after i've submitted it then felt reli tired... sleep like dead ppl... ppl knock my door 4 dinner i also duno....
havent finish work yet... another 1 due on next monday... sigh...
today... nth special happened... is that good or bad? ~!@#$%^&*()

no mood

wat i wan to say is, i prefers blog rather than do homework....
i could everyday leave something here yet i couldn't start my homework...
run out of time, final exam will be started on 18May, until now i hv did nth 4 it...
no idea about wat m i doing... juz need some motivation mayb...

i need speaker

miss my altec lansing speaker in malaysia... suffer here, wanna blast music but... sigh...
dun hv good speaker here, laptop's speaker isn't sufficient, n i don wan to spoil it also... plus i don wan to disturb my housemates...

then headset, turned to max ady, still cant satisfied me, hv to press it stick reli tight to my ears...
stress a!!! that's y i needs music... malas to do my work... blast music is juz like taking drugs... let me temporaly 4get about my work, enjoy the musics...

last time when i 1st time went clubbing, i felt the musics was too loud 4 me, but now i'm reli enjoy it...

in conclusion, exam generates stress 4 me n ruin my recent life.........

here provided a 'listen music in room' pic, hehe...

OMG

OMG!!! tomoro open school, cant accept the fact... i'm not ready yet, plsss
whole easter holiday was wasted, din study... sigh... as a result, after open school i may b very very busy... din do revision at all... nvr prepare 4 the coming exam... duno how m i gonna die... sigh... today... hv to zzz early, tomoro cant zzz in class anymore...
feels like, the coming 1 month (MAY) i'm not gonna hv any happy moment, coz hv to worry about the exam on end of MAY... once reach JUNE everyting will b ok 4 me, i'll be revive in JUNE
nitez

missed a chance

random title... juz feels like wan to type sumthing.... but it's quite true, time has no return, once it's past, then gg... nothing can b changed... n... juz keep all those thing in our memory, dun look back, but look forward, future is in our hand... (telling grandmother's story)
ehem... still don dare to write everything here, still hv to keep a lot if things in my heart... duno when it's gonna explode
~!@#$%^&*()
nitez

bad news 4 me

i din call back to malaysia 4 quite a long time ady.. since cny, i din contact with my family.. i admit that i'm not a good son..
then this afternoon suddenly called back 4 no reason, juz 4 a talk, called my brother, not parents... then... hmmmm... know quite a lot of things happened, n nth i could help... juz using parents $$.. sigh....

erm... now... so long din contact parents ady... if they scold me, i may feels better, less guilty, but dun think they will do so... complicated....